the endless question of why
 
the darkness
surrounds you
 
all alone
 
just the quiet
and your thoughts
 
suicidal
 
sociopathic
 
desperation
 
desolation
 
the endless
question of
why
 
the one question
your father never
could answer
 
the endless desire
to never be like him
 
and it's a subtle glance
into the mirror and you
can clearly see all the
evil you desperately
wanted to avoid
 
you refused to see
him before he died
 
your remaining years
will show you what
you missed