'Miserable' You cannot lighten my misery nor can you sweeten my bitterness my bones are crumbling away like the sands of time and my faith is not steadfast;it is weakening I long for death from the Devil himself but it does not come, it tarries like every God's promise to me my sighings had become a new tongue but it seems demons understands this language my groaning is like the water and I suffer fear over this deathless penury my soul is troubled and I'm not at ease because trouble ever calls.