Scott C. Holstad

Heartfelt Offer 


The day they drag you across
the room by your hair, lean
you up slumped over on a chair
and thrust a bayonet through
your broken hand into the
wooden table in front of you
before then taking hat pins and
slowly forcing them under your
fingernails, one at a time over
and over relentlessly, is what
I wake to - every fucking day.

This is the most basic of
the tortures available
and
I’ve got plenty more
nightmares you can
borrow any time
you want.


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Nightfalling


She moaned, my face between her thighs.
Outside, the sun grew dark, children left their
playgrounds to go inside to bed, calico cats prowled
alleyways, priests thought briefly of abusing the weak,
drinks were drowned in bars and parlors, wagers were
placed, nightmare screams were had, a tiny girl cried
out for her mother, police cars roamed and pounced,
hookers stood forlorn, junkies sold themselves for just
one fix, televisions sputtered, kittens jumped the dog,
old flames wondered and regretted without ceasing,
smart phones begat Terminators, laughter brought
peace to distant regions, honeybees cast about for
stems, spouses huddled together in their unmade
beds, sounds emerged, of smoldering liquid panting
grunt sighs in delighted silence, unrestrained.
She moaned, my face between her thighs.



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