4 pm
the 4 o’clock sun
delivers its blows
an ennui hammer
& you sit unshielded
as yr soul-juices run
in terrible rivulets
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ashes & giants
somebody will burn
my body one day
but what about my
goddamn emptiness?
1,000 times larger
than my shape
that giant untouchable
motherfucker will hoot
at the puny flames
& haunt this bastard
planet forever
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in the sleepless dark
in the sleepless dark
you bleed
& unknowingly
drag & smear it
across the floors
& at dawn you awake
to an enormous
portrait of loneliness