THINKING & SAYING

I wanted to,
but couldn’t,
didn’t,
so many
times I
should have
but didn’t
for this or
that reason
or excuse,
countless times
I should
have said,
without
hesitation,
proudly,
defiantly,
loudly,
said,
‘Fuck you’
but I didn’t,
now
I don’t have
that problem
anymore.