mixed intentions

 

many times the blade

has been held

aimed at different parts

with the intention

of

exploring insides

but it has always been put it down

it was a close call the other night

the boiling static and pressure

needed to be released

i refrained

and placed

my face

against

a cold window

when it started to burn

i went to bed

the next morning

i woke up

feeling

much better