Things I Can Never Say

That my road is certain.

Or I have a clear direction with my words.

That I will cast aside the bottle for good.

Or choose the company of one over  the misery of isolation.

I can never pretend to be anyone’s true friend.

And most of all I can never say .

I love you more than myself .

Honesty hurts .

So it’s best you ask a liar than someone as damaged as me .