Holiday Spirits
The after Christmas parties
are the sordid ones, all that
desperation and fear, trying
to hook up with last remaining
unconnected female/male standing
before time is called, the occasion
turning chronological adults into
morons, acting out their inner
child with party favors, dance steps,
noise makers, silly hats they wouldn’t
be seen in the same room with eleven
months of the year, soul kissing complete
strangers, all reticence abandoned,
drowned by designer cocktails, cheap
champagne, participating in crowd
noise making activities that ordinarily
would be associated with a riot in progress
but is regarded as normal at this moment,
as the party goes on. Heedless to the outcome,
willing, even eager to drive after, to participate
in the human bumper car/pinball game,
contest of life at high speeds on four lane
freeways, tote board scores tallied by spinning
lights: the red, the blue and the white, dead lucky
to wake up at all on the floor, half-naked under
the overturned artificial tree, the dog barking at
the door, frantic to get out.
