Sighting
Someone’s cousin intermittently
appeared in that pre-virus family
swarm. Obese; complexion
ineffectively concealed; party dress
another burden; the genes
behind the face precluding [“conventional,”
you’re supposed to say “conventional”
or “accepted”] beauty. Furtively checked
(“it’s impolite!”) her phone
to see how she was currently being mocked.
Boys wandered, bored, from aunt to uncle,
who asked in effect if they were already
millionaires; she watched. Country club …
was there an outside,
or way or desire to get there? Nameless
familiar horror of being noticed and
of not. Worse horror of advice;
and what could mine have been? My dear,
a science-fiction writer of the ‘50s
told me that somewhere in the galaxy
lives someone lonelier than you.