What Are You Supposed To Do ?

Just what are
you supposed
to do, when the
bottom has fell out
of your world ?

I don't know, I've
tried heavy drinking,
but that's just made
me worse.

I never want to get
a drug habit again.
That is seriously 
the worst of the
worst.

So, what the Hell
do I do ?
I really don't know,
that's why I'm asking
you.

I just get up each
day, and try my
best to go on.
Writing helps, but
I'm only writing
about once a week.

Before it was usually
four, or five poems
each week.

I don't know  
I don't know what to do.
That's why I'm asking you.