I Wish I wish I could go back in time, to when my rickety self esteem didn't come from strangers liking my poems, but from knowing that I'd done right by a woman I loved, really loved, and who had loved me for 18 long years. But, unfortunately we can't turn back time. I guess that a lot of people have regrets, and wish that they could do things differently. But, the constant backwards, and forwards of time would cause that much paradoxical activity that the world would implode. Still, I wish. As most of us must.